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Post by ßlue on Dec 8, 2007 20:57:07 GMT -5
Necro watched as Valerius realized. He knew what was happening. Mark was inside. He tensed, she could feel it even if he stayed tender on the outside for Sophie. Sophie nodded as he told her he loved her too. She felt relief. She relaxed in his arms, sniffling but smiling up at hi. her daddy would always be there to save her. He told her to go to her mother and Sophie turned, running to necro and hugging her. Necro watched Val walk to the house and go inside. She could hear his voice and mark's and see them through the front window but she stood still, holding her dauhgter in her arms. Sophia mumbled something and looked up at Necro.
"Don't do this mom, dont let them take me, i love you and Dad and I dont want to go..."
Sophie hugged her again and necro was confused. What? Take her? Who? Necro wouldn't ever let ANYONE take her daughter! She had a confused look on her face, looking down to her baby.
"What do you mean Sophie?"
Sophie listened to her mother's voice and looked up, big green eyes hurt and worried. But her daddy would save her, he would fix this all. he wouldn't let them take her.
"I dont wnat to go with that guy! I want to stay here with you and daddy! I know how divorced people work. The kid goes with one or the other and they trade off n stuff, but I dont wanna go! I dont even know them! You can't let him take me!!! I WONT GO!!!"
Sophie looked hard at her, eyes watering with tear. necro laughed, smiling and pulling Sophia into a hug, kissing her head.
"Oh baby! I wouldn't give you up for all the world! I only wnated you to know! I dont know why but I felt like you should know. You had the right y'know? I wasn't going to let him even see you again unless you wanted to see him again. I did fall in love with Mark back at school, but when he found out I was going to have you he got scared and we sort of drifted apart. Valerius wasa demon, he lived inside Mark, he possessed Mark. Well, he was there for me and your daddy and me have been together ever since. We both love you dearly Honey. We'd never let ANYONE take you!"
She cuddled Sophie to her, her dauhgter nodding into her chest and holding tight. Necro smiled, holding her back and watching as Julia jumped between the two. Something changed. Necro felt it. Val was acting friendly. She nodded towards the house.
"Maybe we should go back inside, or do you wanna stay out here?"
Sophie looked to the window, seeing the three people and back to her mother. They held eyes and Sophie nodded, being strong. The first shock was over, she could be grown up and handle this. She would... meet... this guy again. Her... uhh... She didn't wnat to call him dad or daddy or father. What should she call him? Hmmm... How about... Mark? She didn't have to call him anything other than his name. She let Necro hug her and pull her inside again, just catching the end of Valerius hissing at mark to get out. Necro had an arm around Sophie's shoulders, watching from behind Val. Sophie reached out, leaving her mother and holding the back of her father's shirt, looking around him to Mark. She looked up at Val. They did look a lot alike. Sophie hugged her dad's waist, wrapping a small arm around it and resting her cheek on him.
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Post by "Parker!" on Dec 8, 2007 21:10:25 GMT -5
Mark felt silly that Julia had come to his aid. But he was thankful. He wouldn't have to fight Valerius. NO HE WASN'T SCARED!! He just didn't want to shed blood infront of his wife and kid. He looked to Valerius with slit eyes. As the other two came in they instantly softened. He just wanted...her...to know.. Valerius ordered them to get out. He saw little Sophie come from behind Valerius...she was holding on to his shirt...wanting his protection. He felt regret burn inside and out of him. Julia nodded swiftly- giving a look of apology to Necro and Sophie before taking Mark's hand and leading him out. Mark was looking back at the group and he spoke, his smile light, almost humorous.
"Sophie... I won't lie to you."
He said softly. He gave her the truth. What a parent does-- a real one. Julia jerked him out of the door as Mark closed it behind him. Julia was curseing in spanish as Mark folded his arms walking to the car. The two got in and drove away at a slightly faster pace.
Valerius looked with eyes of fury at the door. Won't..lie...to her? He held himself from going crazy and running after the man. He felt a little hand on his shirt, grabbing at him. He looked down to see little Sophie. He smiled lightly...but it wasn't real. The fake smile was wept away as he looked down at Necro. His fists were still balled up. He looked right at Necro, his eyes still flaring. He...was... pissed. He controled his breathing till it was silent.
"Sophie, darling, please let mommy and daddy have a little chat."
His eyes narrowed, giving Necro a hard glare. He blinked, his eyes now back to Sophie, the fakeness of his kindness starting to flake away. He patted her head, taking her hand and taking it away from his shirt as he turned her towards the stairs-- obviously telling her to go upstairs in her room.
Mommy and Daddy needed to have a little...chat.
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Post by ßlue on Dec 8, 2007 21:24:38 GMT -5
Necro watched as Mark was about to leave, looking at Sophie and telling her he would never lie to her. necro glared at him. It was him giving her the truth so BLUNTY THAT HAD SET SOPHIA OFF THAT F.UCKTARD!!! She stayed calm thought, nodding and smiling sadly at Julia as they left and drove away. Sophie had done a small untrusting glare at Mark as he spoke to her. He wouldn't lie to her. Then tell her why he left her mother all that time ago? Why had he never come to see her? He didn't love her! Her mommy and daddy loved her, but this Mark person was a stranger and she didn't much like him. he would never be her Father. Not even an uncle or a Grandpa. She watched him leave, looking back to Necro and then to her Daddy who was taking her hand from his shirt. He told her to go upstairs. Alright, she had to blog this day onto her computer anyway. She nodded, not noticing the tension building in the air around her mother and father. Necro looked at him, not regretting what she had done and standing firm even thought those eyes burned into her.
"Okay..." She skipped to the stairs, going up a few steps, stopping and looking at her parents. " Mom, Dad.... I love you..."
She smiled at them warmly and dashed up the stairs to her room, the sound of her door closing reaching Necro. She was watching Val. He was looking at her so angrily. She'd never seen so much rage in his eyes, only that rage at other people. She was amazed at how she was still standing and not on the floor crying. She was strong too. Her short height against him seemed David against Goliath, but her green eyes stared into his dark ones.
"She had to know... I didn't wnat to cause so much trouble, but it's her right to KNOW!"
She felt like she was begging him, trying to make him see that she was doing it for Sophie, so she wouldn't get to be in her thirties before she found out and then hated them for not telling her. Necro crossed her arms firmly, trying to stay strong and not apologize. There was nothing for her to say sorry for. She needn't be ashamed of this.
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Post by "Parker!" on Dec 8, 2007 21:37:13 GMT -5
Valerius couldn't pull himself to smile at his little girl as she said she loved them. Just..too much...rage.. He looked back at the ground, his body tense. His hands reached up behind his head, gripping his hair- inflicting pain on himself so he wouldn't lash out at his wife. Never... This was so FUSTRATING! He closed his eyes as she spoke, his muscles tenseing as if he was about to lunge,
"Necro... I thought we agree'd on this. We agreed to wait..."
His voice raised, his chest broad, his eyes glareing down at her. He couldn't help but put his fury on her. Just for a little while. Just to see what she just now put him thought. It wasn't like this was a little deal. This was BIG. Real big. He started again sharply, his voice raising,
"You come to me crying seeing Mark since twelve years. Why were you crying, Necro? WHY?! Only GOD know's why. We said 'soon'-- we'd let her know 'soon'. NOT TWO WEEKSLATER! AND YOU DON'T EVEN TELL ME!?! ATLEAST TELL ME SO I CAN BE THERE, NECRO!!"
His voice raised loud to the yelling point. His stance was indimidating-- he'd never ever held this way towards Necro. He was so close to her, having a sickening feeling to hit her. How could she do this to him?! See the man that he's loathed and hated for TWELVE YEARS! Then she goes and BETRAY'S him like that. He snarled in his own fury, putting his hands down as they were fists at his sides. He jerked his head away from her, feeling too much emotion sputter out at once, his face drained of the red in it-- only to come back in a few momments.
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Post by ßlue on Dec 8, 2007 21:50:52 GMT -5
Necro's eyes turned hurt and pleading as he yelled at her. Had he ever yelled at her? They had argued before, but he had never yelled at her. Her stomach trembled and her eyes widened a little bit as she rethought this. She felt more and more like she should be cinders, like his glare was burning through her. She shivered a little and tried to defend herself, voice weak and full of sorrys.
"We...I... I was just so shocked to see him. And it hurt knowing he never came looking for Sophie but... She had the right to know! I'm sorry i didn't tell you! If I'd have brought it up you would have pushed it back and abck till he was gone again and she might never find him! Valerius... I'm sorry...I really am, but... I didn't think I'd ever be able to convince you. And you were the one who went out right before they were supposed to get here! Ugh! I know that was my fault too, I didn't try and say anything. I was just... So excited. I dont know why. i had called and Julia answered and we sort of made instant friends and We talked it out and Mark wouldn't have come if she hadn't dragged him. He knows you would have killed him on sight. Val..."
She looked up at him, feeling wary and slightly afraid at his balled up fists. Her eyes were teary. She didn't wnat them to be teary, but pool were forming along the lower eyelashes of her eyes and if she blinked a tear would surely fall free and cascade down her cheek. She didn't want him to be so angry with her. She should ahve told him! She should have tried to persuade him! She knew how terrified he was at loosing his dauhgter, his baby, the little girl he had loved for twelve years, since conception!
((XD awww and little does she know he's afraid of loosing HER too ^_^ But she'd never even think of going back to Mark, he ditched her once, she knows when to give up on people))
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Post by "Parker!" on Dec 8, 2007 22:08:48 GMT -5
Valerius felt a pull at his heart. She knew that she hadn't stopped him all along. He'd left and...she.. didn't even tell him. His insides wrenched, his anger flaring up again. She was apologizing, saying sorry. Sorry WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH! He flexed his shoulders, trying to relax himself but with no luck. She...she betrayed him. She betrayed him. He barely listened to what she was saying. That he would kill Mark on the spot. He closed his eyes... She. Betrayed. Him. A horrifying, sickening, chokeing thought came to his mind. He felt his anger rage again, his head turning back to her, his eyes slit, his face hard, unforgiving. His voice was shakey, his tone low, scary,
"What did I ever do, Necro? I gave you everything I ever had... A house, money, happyniess, whatever you wanted... I gave you love. And you... betray me..."
His voice was thick with pent anger, and he couldn't control it any more. His voice was low, his eyes glareing off death. He was so scared inside...so scared of this...
"You still love him. Ever since that day at the mart. You saw him. And you couldn't resist, could you? You're still curious...about him... Thats why you wanted to see him so badly...and you... didn't tell me....."
Valerius held back tears of anger and fustration. He felt this false lie wrench at his mind and heart. She still loved Mark. He wasn't good enough, was he? He gave her...everything. He hesitated...then opened his eyes. They were dark with sorrow, he straighed up. His hands let loose from their balled fists. His stare of unforgivingness took to her for a few momments longer before he turned around and walked towards the door.
"You..lied to me that day... At the feild. I...belived you, Necro."
He hastely wiped a first fresh becoming tear before he walked right out of the door, closeing it gently behind him. She said she loved him. That sunny day when they were at the feild... She said it... So this was betrayal...
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Post by ßlue on Dec 8, 2007 22:38:06 GMT -5
Necro watched as he said she betrayed him. What? betrayed? How?! She had let mark see his daughter, that wasn't exactly BETRAYING was it? Was it really that harsh? Maybe she went a little behind his back, but BETRAY? That was such a mean word. Then it hit her. Almost as if he had hit her. He thought... she was still in love with mark. He spouted so many horrible things! Her heart wrenched at each of them. no! He didn't understand! mark had left her! She wouldn't try and cling to someone that didn't wnat her! He should know that! She could feel her heart brekaing as he went on. Didn't he give her enough? He gave her everything! She gave him everything she had to give! She helped pay for the house, bills, she loved him. She loved him more than anything except Sophia. She loved them both! She held onto the wall looking horror striken as he said she lied.
"No...'
it was just a whisper, she could barely hear it herself. She watched him as he went by her and out the door. She didn' know what was happening. She was holding onto the doorway but still she found herself gasping, ragged breathing as the tears welled and fell suicidally down her face. No... NO!!! VALERIUS! COME BACK!!! but she couldn't speak. What did she do? What should she do now? Go after him? but! She did love him! With all her heart she loved him! It felt in pieces now, like it was bleeding in her chest. She was still gasing for breath, freaking out. He was gone. GONE! She hadn't slept alone in twelve years. Could she sleep without him beside her? Could she close her eyes knowing he wasn't there with her, watching her sleep? Without the feel of his strong hard chest at her back? She couldn't.
She leapt up, clawing the door open and looking around, fearful and panicing but he was already gone. Gone. She was Alone. Alone. No... She didn't want to be alone. She coward back away from the shadows outside, the darkening house. She didn't wnat to scare Sophie. What would she do? She was crying, stomach feeling sick as she quivered and closed the door. She backed away from it, nails in her mouth as she fell back down on the floor, a tiny shape shaking and crying and broken hearted on the carpet.
"I was so... stupid..."
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Post by "Parker!" on Dec 8, 2007 22:46:42 GMT -5
[*stamps as most dramatic thread, EVER. awwww!!! i'm going to post valerius go crazy then he's going to sped the night at silvia's just to get hsi head straight but he's going to feel even worse in the morning and come running back to his family. AWWW!!!!]
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Post by ßlue on Dec 8, 2007 22:54:25 GMT -5
((XD AWWW!!! Dont worry, Necro wont kill herself, she is afraid of deathand she wouldn't just leave Sophie like that. She doesn't wnat her child to have the life she did))
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