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Apr 4, 2008 22:49:13 GMT -5
Post by ßlue on Apr 4, 2008 22:49:13 GMT -5
It was slow, and her watched her lips as they touched his, heat scorching all over him just from the simple touch. He relaxed, despite how tightly wound he felt and he melted just a little, his heart feeling light and fluttering, using up all his air. His hands relaxed on her and he would have pulled her closer into him but she cut off the connection and stepped away, gasping. He took a deep ragged breath, running a hand through his hair. He felt himself tremble. Well damn, what the fuck WAS that?!? He looked over at her, and saw she looked almost like he felt. Hr froze for a minute and his eyes widened a little.
"You... You feel it too don't you?"
It was a soft question, and he was surprised that she might have this sickness too. Had she always done this to him? Had she infected him with something? He watched her, blinking and thinking it over.
"You do don't you?! You feel that little pound in your heart when I touch you! And just then it was like you couldn't breath right?! What IS that?!?! Why am I feeling that?! Explain it to me! Now! How long has this been happening to you? Have you always had this? What is it called? Does it have a name?"
He pestered her with questions, walking in a little confused circle. What WAS this?
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Apr 4, 2008 23:13:03 GMT -5
Post by raihnstar on Apr 4, 2008 23:13:03 GMT -5
"I-- I feel-- Loki..." she muttered in a quietly exasperated voice, that was also half pleading. "Please don't-- Yes I do but-- I did but-- It's-- Please don't make me answer that question." She whispered, her green eyes bright and fearful. Trust, her mind whispered to her. Trust that no matter what she said, he would stick by her. "...It-- I--" Her voice closed off and she put her face in her hands. "I think it means I love you." she whispered, high enough that he could hear but low enough that she could pretend he hadn't. As soon as the words were out of her lips, though she turned bright red. "...I have to go." She said in a faint voice, turning around and putting her face in her hands.
OhgodOhgodOhgodOhgod. She loved him. Well. Thatwould explain these things. She knew she'd liked him but this was different, now. Now she could let herself go, because she trusted him all the way with every part of her. Now she could feel what she wanted to feel. She loved him. I'm so scared. Grench shut her eyes tightly and tried not to hyperventilate. That wasn't pretty-- and it was /stupid/. Since when did /Grench/ hyperventilate? That just didn't happen.
But there she was, breathing quickly and trying not to faint, or do anything else girly like that. He probably hadn't heard her. That calmed her down.
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Apr 4, 2008 23:31:10 GMT -5
Post by ßlue on Apr 4, 2008 23:31:10 GMT -5
Loki watched as she started looking scared. No. Oh no. Please no. His heart did that sickening squeezing feeling and hurt in his chest. STOP DOING THAT! I'M TRYING TO FOCUS ON GRENCH NOT YOU!! He stepped closer, wanting to comfort her. He was uncomfortable and he hated that he'd made her upset again, and then she started saying something. It... It... The words seemed excruciatingly loud, like those times where you say something embarrassing and it just so happens everyone in the room went quiet at that exact moment so you sound even louder and you have to look around like 'Oh crap was that me?'. He stared. She... She loved him? She felt the little heart flops too and they hurt her too and she felt like she couldn't breath and everything all around him and it meant... She was in love with him? His mind instantly flickered to Dax. Oh shit. Was this gonna be a big ass train wreck of hurt and ugly like Dax's love life? Would he have to kill someone? This meant that Loki loved her too. Loki loved Grench. He tried to think it out in his mind. Grench? I love you..." It just sounded weird! Loki didn't say things like that! Girls would ask him sometimes during sex 'Loki, do you love me?' and his reply? "Uhh yeah babe, whatever..." BUt he didn't want it to be like that with Grench... who was... now running away and he didn't seem to realize. Fuck!
His wings snapped out, sending him after her in a flash. He hadn't seen which way she'd gone though and he stopped, looking around.
"Grench?!?! Grench!!! Wait! Where are you?! Grench!!!"
He landed, going to the door to the palace and looking around wondering if she'd come by and gone inside yet. Crap. He had to talk to her about this. He wished Dax was here so he could ask his friend. Hell he'd go to the Queen for advice if he had to.
"Grench!!"
I think I love you too...
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Apr 5, 2008 16:34:48 GMT -5
Post by raihnstar on Apr 5, 2008 16:34:48 GMT -5
She heard the last one because she had neared the palace doors by then. "Oh uh....Hi." she muttered, looking everywhere but him. Another one of those awkward silence and then she cleared her throat, "I uh-- gotta go." she murmured in what almost seemed like a whimper. She brushed passed him, her heart caught in her mouth. Grench started to walk faster, keeping her eyes on the ground and her arms firmly folded to her chest. She wanted to cry again. Why was she crying so much these days? This was...stupid. No. It's /not/ stupid! Yes it was. [/i]No. No it /was not/.[/i] She continued arguing with herself over nothing so that she'd be distracted enough that she didn't have to think about Loki.
Why did she have such a hard time expressing her feelings?! The Queen had an easy time of it-- and her king knew how to say what he felt as well, but her. Nooo. Never in a million years. Grench turned red again when she thought back to the kiss, and she felt supercharged and tense, like a rubberband about to be snapped. I just need to find a place to relax.
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Apr 5, 2008 21:14:23 GMT -5
Post by ßlue on Apr 5, 2008 21:14:23 GMT -5
((XD I'm sorry but I think Loki needs to act a little more liek an idiot, so after this post make it so it's night and Grench is like in her room in her bed either asleep or TRYING to sleep XD Loki is gonna blast in and be like "OKay! I've thought it over and maybe we just both have the same disease and no one is telling us..." XD or he'll say something stupid that makes you love him even more but want to slap him in the back o dah head ^_^))
Loki snapped his head towards her at the sound of her voice. There she was! Now what was he going to say? He realized he could think of nothing to say. Nothing. No words came to him and he opened his mouth, hoping some last minute muse would save him, but she brushed by him and into the palace again, leaving him standing there and letting her walk away. Well crap. He stratched her neck, looking down at the ground before his feet. What was he going to do? He needed to think, that was all. He'd come up with nothing. He heard her footsteps dying away and then a soft cool breeze touched his face. He wondered if Pixies had secret names. If they did would they be flower names? Would they be garnishes or random plants? Maybe they were rocks or the names of bugs. He sighed heavily, feeling entirely confused and put out and like he could sleep and sleep and never wake up. Love sucked, and he wished it could be another way. Even now he still figured it was some huge joke.
Maybe he was cursed... He wandered back towards the gardens and in a flash of white and black light he was gone...
He went off to think for a while...
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Apr 5, 2008 23:12:40 GMT -5
Post by raihnstar on Apr 5, 2008 23:12:40 GMT -5
Grench rolled over...again. She couldn't sleep. Still. She didn't know what she'd been hoping would happen-- Oh, maybe that Loki would come in and tell her he loved her or that he'd ask her to stay with him or even have some stupid make out session-- but it was all so stupid...yet she couldn't stop daydreaming about it. Or...night dreaming. He hadn't come after her. Nothing had happened between them...besides in the garden. Gah. THE GARDEN. He's probably too embarassed to talk to me! Because he doesn't-- he doesn't like me back or something!!!! Grench groaned, turned again, and put her pillow on top of her.
Obviously this was not going to be a good night. I need some alcohol. Or some f**k**g sleeping pills SOMETHING. If she had had the clock she would have watched the seconds tick by. Even counting sheep didn't help! THIS WAS HOPELESS. Grench let out a shuddering sigh, feeling elated and sad at the same time by the memory of that kiss. Damnit. Damnit. Damn damn damn damn.
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Apr 5, 2008 23:32:14 GMT -5
Post by ßlue on Apr 5, 2008 23:32:14 GMT -5
Loki listened to the fast patter of his feet as he walked down the halls. He wasn't getting there fast enough. He'd come up with an idea. He knew exactly what was happening. His wings flicked out, making a hum as he wizzed down hallways and finally skidded to a halt outside her doors, opening them and closing them behind him. He zipped ot her window, closing the curtains and in a small flash there was a silencing barrier around the room to keep out anyone who might hear them. He went to the bed looking serious, but not depressed or angry. He had everytihng figured out, and in a way it made him happy.
"Grench! Grench, I know exactly what's going on! See, they didn't want us to know, they are ALL plotting against us. I don't think Dax or Kass are in on it, butt hey're probably being held captive or something. THIS IS ALL THAT BASTARD WHATSHISFACE'S FAULT! He was pissed off at me, I don't even KNOW why. I think he's cursed us! It's some sort of spell, I'm sure of it. It doesn't feel natural. He has followers! Grench! They are ALL plotting against us! See, cause you're the general or whatever and because I'm a pixie and they don't like it and they wanna take over! HA HA HAHA AHAHAHAA!!! I have everything figured out! I think... We might have to run away to a cave in the Sahara Desert, but... I think we'll be okay. I have to tell Dax after this. I was headed over there... YOU SHOULD COME TOO!! They might be watching us..."
He was acting sort of happy that he thought he had figured it out. Love? Ha! He'd never loved anything, this couldn't be the fabled love he'd heard so much about. He thought love was supposed to be something bright and good and made you feel special. Thats what his books told him. He heard from girls all the time that love was a pure and awesome thing. If these jumps and flops and painful squeezes his heart did was anything it was a disease and he didn't want it. This couldn't be love. No. This always made him feel slightly scared and hurt. He didn't like that. He was never scared. But this feeling made him scared whenever he looked at Grench. She always looked so troubled and he worried she would get bored of him. He hated being scared almost as much as he hated loosing. He hopped up, looking around and going to the window, peeking out the curtain. Yeah, this had to be a curse or set-up on them. People were plotting against him, he was sure of it...
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Apr 5, 2008 23:49:32 GMT -5
Post by raihnstar on Apr 5, 2008 23:49:32 GMT -5
Grench was up in a flash when she heard somebody come into the room, and there were green bulbs everywhere, a dagger in her hands. But it was Loki... LOKI?! Please please please-- But then he started to talk. Grench could feel the migrane beginning as she put the dagger down and stared at him listestlessy. They were being plotted against. By the idiot who hated the pixies. They should go to Egypt. The Minister of War had to fight to keep from screaming.
"...You can't be serious." she said in a tightly wound voice, getting off of her bed and walked up to face him. She had the sudden urge to hurt him, or to kiss him. She chose. Her fist was a blurr and she hit him in the face, hard. Grench was furious. "I know what disease you've got!" she hissed, "It's called stupidity!!! You were probably born with it. Too bad for you, it's incurable!" The fairy tried to calm herself , to slow her heart rate but she was too pissed to do that.
"Loki-- I don't know what the hell you have-- but, and I hate to say it as mucha s you probably ahte to hear it, I'm in love with you, okay? I know, I know! Big shock! I must be insane to say it yet again-- but there you have it! As for you? I don't know. Because it must be crazily implausible for you to be in love with me. Not me, right?! You'd never fall in love with me! Just as implausible as it is for me to-- to fall in love with you, right?! Well what ever. Just because you can't deal with the truth doesn't mean you have to come barging in here, wake me up, and start talking about some stupid disease you made up to explain my feelings!"
Grench turned around, and put her hand to her temples, "I know what I feel, okay? I'm so freaking sorry it's troubled you so much. Now could you just get out so that I can get some rest?" Yeah right. Like there would be any sleeping for her tonight. "You can pretend I never said it. I don't care, anymore.." A lie. But she said it convincingly.
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Apr 6, 2008 0:20:00 GMT -5
Post by ßlue on Apr 6, 2008 0:20:00 GMT -5
Loki was suddenly hit, spinning and loosing his balance as he fell back and landed hard on his ass. He looked up at Grench in surprise. Fuck. No. NO NO NO!! This couldn't be... this wasn't... was it? But.. WHY?!?!? WHY NOW?!?! His entire life, he'd never EVER felt this way... about ANYONE!!! If he had a mother somewhere in the world, he wouldn't care. Weren't people supposed to love their mothers? He didn't care if his was dead or not. He didn't care if he didn't have a father or if he was dead either! He didn't care about SO MANY things! So why did his heart suddenly decide to fuck with him over this ONE GIRL?!?!? He sat on the floor, looking up and feeling his hear do those painful little squeezes along with a stab of guilt. Fuck. He knew guilt. Yeah, he'd felt that before, but not this badly! It hurt! How could it hurt?!?! It wasn't even PHYSICAL!!! IT WAS AN EMOTION!!! Fuck... His hand went up to rub his face, wincing at the red welt on his jaw AGAIN. He took a deep breath, feeling so confused. What was happening to him?
"I!!! I just!! I... This is stupid! No... Fuck... It's not... It's not stupid, I'm just... It's strange... I don't LIKE IT!!!"
He got up, angry and feeling so many things swirling in him. He wandered to the edge of her bed, sitting down and taking short breaths. Was he hyperventilating? No, that was stupid. He wouldn't do that, he was strong. He was... he wasn't weak like this. His hands slipped into his snowy hair as his eyes closed hard, he felt like he was going to explode. What... his memory was trying to drag something up. It was an old memory, so far away and small. What... what was it? He put his elbows on his knees, resting his head in his hands. What was he trying to remember? It came flooding back to him, everything. He was a little kid, not even five yet.
It was so cold, and the rain was heavy and pounding down on him. He didn't remember anything before this point in his life, but he remembered exactly what he was thinking. His black eyes had looked at people passing on the street. He was next to an alley and the rain poored down on his white little head, those dark eyes wide, tears running down his cheeks. No one would look at him, no one was noticing him. No one stopped to ask this little kid if he was alright. He had some raggedy pants on, but no shirt, and he watched everyone in their thick jackets and umbrellas walking by as he was drenched in hard cold rain, his small tears blending and being ripped from his face before he had even shed them. He remembered hearing a whisper. Maybe it was one of the people passing, or maybe it was a voice from earlier in his tiny life. Look at those souless black eyes... how frightening... He looked around, but no one was looking at him. Everyone continued to ignore him. That when he remembered why he was crying. What he was thinking as he stood there so alone and surrounded by people. Because, that is when you always feel most alone... when you are surrounded... by people. His mind swirled in anguish.
Why did she leave me here? Why!? Why doesn't she love me?!?! Mommy!!! MOMMY!!! WHY DON'T YOU LOVE MEEEE?!?!? WHYYY?!?!? why would she... just LEAVE me here?!? Mommy... Mommy? It's cold here! And it's dark! Mommy!!! I... I don't LIKE IT!!!
He remembered that exact moment when he was probably less than five, his tiny child's heart breaking and burning and crumbling. That was when he had lost his heart. That was the day he had decided never to love anyone... and until now he'd stayed true... He had always left them. Shown them a little bit of kindness and a few moments of happiness and then he would leave. He never wanted anyone to feel like he had, to where you could feel your heart dying, all faith in anything whithering away to nothing. That was the day he lost all trust and hope in anyone. He could only trust himself, only rely on himself. When he'd met Dax, abandoned, he'd tried to help him right away, showing him around and teaching him how to survive... Dax may have been the more mature, but he'd always be like Loki's little brother. Loki felt his heart do a little light flutter and he laughed out loud, tossing his head back and holding his sides at how hard he was laughing. He couldn't stop and... His eyes were wet, tears running down his face. Maybe he was crazy. He laughed harder, putting his head between his knees as he trembled, laughing and crying. Why... why was he doing this? Such soulless black eyes... Did he have a heart? He felt it do a giddy little jump as he thought about kissing Grench.
Oh my God... I... I have a heart again...
His laughter was indeed very insane sounding from it's suddenness and volume, and he couldn't help the tears running from his eyes. He... he hadn't cried in... well.. since he was five or so... Ha ha AHAHAHHAA HA HA HAHAHA HA AHA HAH AHA AAA!!!
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Apr 6, 2008 0:32:44 GMT -5
Post by raihnstar on Apr 6, 2008 0:32:44 GMT -5
As he sat on her bed Grench turned, exhasperated. If he wouldn't go she would freaking toss him out. But he looked like he was trying...trying to do something. Like he was thinking very hard. Okay. Best not to disturb him. She sat down on the wicker chair that was across from the bed and watched him. Watched when tears sprung to his eyes, "...Loki? Are you okay?" she asked, confused. Grench got up and neared, him, his whole body was...shaking? Dear God, was he crying?! Had she hurt him that much?! JEEZIZ. But then she heard he beginning of it. ahahaha. hahahah hahahaa hahaa ahaha. Laughing. Not at her, she had a feeling. Because it was too insane. Too bordering on the crazy line. She sat down next to him, then and touched his shoulder lightly, "...L-Loki?" she asked tentatively, sounding half afraid. He was still laughing and Grench was starting to get worried.
"...Loki you have to stop-- what's going on?! Why are you laughing?" she asked him, her hand on his shoulder turned into a vicelike grip. "Okay. Stop. This is weird." she summoned a handkerchief and wiped the tears off his face. "Yeah yeah, I know. It's real terrible, and funny I l-- you know." She couldn't say it again. "Yup. Funny, sure thing. Okay. If you don't stop laughing I will send you to the crazy bin. I really will."
It wasn't working. Every time she said something it seemed to send him into further gales of that creepy crazy laughing. "Ugh, you little twit I aughta--" she raised a palm to slap him and then thought that wouldn't work...Well...while he was distracted she could probably-- that would definitely stop him from laughing. Oh yes. This was kind of crafty. This was very crafty. Now to just get the guts to do it...
Don't think. Grench turned his face towards hers and drowned his laughter out with her mouth, and pulling away quickly from embarassment and the shouts of 'what did you just DO' that were going on in her mind. "I-- I was just trying to get you to shut up..." she muttered, her throat closed again.
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Apr 6, 2008 0:48:27 GMT -5
Post by ßlue on Apr 6, 2008 0:48:27 GMT -5
Loki felt Grench get up, moving to the bed and feeling worried. His felt his herat do a little flop at thinking she was worried for him and he laughed harder, feeling her hand on his shoulder made his heart do a little electric shock and it raced fast in his chest. It was so new and insane! He couldn't stop the peels of laughter. She was wiping the tears from his face and she was just having a fit, full laughter that might have been nice if there had been a reason for it. But it was just anonymous laughter that was bubbling form him at each new feeling his heart made. It made him giddy just THINKING it! Heart. HEART! HE HAD A HEART AGAIN!! This was amazingly crazy and unbelievable! He was thrilled with these new feelings. There was a sudden hot sensation and he stopped, shutting up altogether and closing his eyes, hand going up to the cheek of the one kissing him, just she pulled away and he was breathless. Not just because of the crazy laughter, but because she'd kissed him. He let himself breath, watching her curiously with those endless black eyes. They looked like tunnels that just kept going and going. They really were frightful to look into if you thought about it.
You might get sucked in.
His lips curved, smiling as he gave one more laugh. She'd kissed him to make him shut up. His eyes looked into hers, his face looking happy despite his dark lashes being stuck together by his tears. He really looked kinda like she'd been crying, but... it wasn't a sad crying. He looked positively blissful. He was still breathing deeply, trying to get his breath back. He let out another laugh, the joy bubbling form him. He couldn't help it. He had a heart... He was in love! Wasn't that insane?!?! It was crazy! Loki? In love?! Ha! But... it was! He was!!! It was amazing!!! Even if he didn't much like it... It was amazing knowing. He KNEW he was in love! He knew it! and... AND OMG!!! GRENCH LOVED HIM TOO!!! His eyes widened at realizing that.
He stood up in a flash, face shocked as he started going into thinking. This meant they had to get married didn't it?!?!? MARRIED?!?!? WHAT?!?!? CRAP@! He looked at Grench for a minute, taking a breath to say something then groaning. He smiled again, laughing. He was in love and he was freaking out about marriage? Great. He turned back to Grench, smiling and going down on one knee, looking up at her. He leaned forward, arms slipping around her waist as he hugged her, slipping down so his head rested in her lap. He smiled, giving another soft laugh as his arms tangled around her waist.
"Grench! Ha! I... I'm in love!"
He started laughing again softly in her lap, seeming completely happy. He'd never felt like this before. he liekd this new feeling. It was very... happy... but it made him want to cry a little more and he wasn't too happy about that, so he shoved it down, not wanting to let her go. He looked up from her lap, his arms around her waist as he sat at her feet.
"You love me too?"
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Apr 6, 2008 1:02:18 GMT -5
Post by raihnstar on Apr 6, 2008 1:02:18 GMT -5
Just don't look at him. If you don't look at him you won't laugh. Because that's what she felt like. She felt like giggling and squealing and rolling around. Damn. If Kassidy were here instead of Loki she'd tell her all about it and they'd both squeal like little girls. DAMN! Why couldn't he just leave so she could like-- do a victory dance or something?! Boo, Loki! Booo! Grench covered her mouth again to hide the smile that had crept up. Loki stood up and Grench breathed a relieved sigh. He was going. Good. She could dance now...
But he didn't leave. He went down on one knee (for a crazy moment, she had to admit she thought he might propose) and gave her a hug. She jumped and let out a tiny squeal. "Loki!" she hissed, turning bright red, "No you're not! Don't-- don't be ridiculous!" Okay, just now. She could understand why she would fall in love with the ridiculously handsome womanizing creature that Loki was, with those damn eyes, but him fall in love with her? Hahahaha. Ha.
No really. Haha. She wasn't ugly, shit damn, no! She was pretty. Nothing compared to the queen, of course but she was fine. Her hair was nice, sure. But Loki wasn't the type to get settled down. Not with her certainly. Gawd. He asked her if she loved him and she turned red again, "Sh-shit, Loki don't make me say it again, okay? Just don't. You know already. Like it wasn't enough for me to say it three times."
Grench was kind of like a man in that way. Feelings and her totally didn't mix. Gawd. "And g-get off, okay? Your head in my lap-- just no, okay? Okay?" gnnnghh mind do not compute-- can't think with head in lap gnnruhurrhurrlalala, "I uhh-- you should get-- Loki please, honestly I can't-- you're gonna make me cry." she whined exhasperatedly, but did nothing physically to try to shove him off.
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Apr 6, 2008 1:17:51 GMT -5
Post by ßlue on Apr 6, 2008 1:17:51 GMT -5
Loki snuggled his head into her lap, hearing her protest and he felt like laughing again. Don't make her say it again. But he wanted to hear her say it. Especially now that he believed in it. He wanted to watch her lips form the words, he wanted to kiss her as she said them and memorize the way her mouth moved while she tried to speak. He wanted to just hold her and think that she was his. She was his!!! Her heart belonged to [i[him[/i]! He laughed again. So... his heart belonged to her too? He had a heart after all.. he could care! He smiled, laughing against her again as she told him to get his head out of her lap. But he liked it here! He wasn't ready to leave! He grinned, closing his eyes a moment and breathing in. She murmered something and in a flash he was up, his head off of her lap, but now one of his knees were on one side of her and he was over her, so close as he leaned on his one knee and his foot on the floor. His hand had her chin and she was looking into her eyes, searching them.
"Don't cry... Don't... I don't want you to... It would make my heart do that little painful squeeze thing and it scares me..."
He planted a kiss softly on her lips, a sweet little kiss as he pulled back and whispered more.
"You're never allowed to tell anyone that you make me scared... ever... and... I do love you... I do...Heh... and you love me too..."
He smiled, grinning at her, dark eyes seeming to be swimming in hers as he kissed her again, his hand softening on her chin and caressing her cheek. He stood up, breaking the kiss slowly so she had so sit up a little more to follow him. He took her hand, pulling her up and slipping his arms around her, cuddling into her neck and kissing her neck as he spoke.
"What now my love? Do we tell people? Who do we tell? What happens next? Can I kiss you whenever I want now? Heh heh... Parsleeeey... I love yooooou... Heh heh... I think I like saying it..."
He blew soft air against her neck, tickling her with his light feathery kisses and breath, his arms tangled around her waist, keeping her to him.[/sub]
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Apr 6, 2008 1:29:23 GMT -5
Post by raihnstar on Apr 6, 2008 1:29:23 GMT -5
Don't cry...Don't.
She cried anyway, cried through the kiss and cried through what he whispered into her, and let him whipe the tears off her cheek, but they came back anyway, because she was speechless. Because she knew she loved him, and it was a relief to know he loved her back. And because it scared her. He kissed her again and she felt her wet face get on his cheek. Loki put his arms around her and she put her face in the crook of his arm, like she'd seen Kassidy do to Dax a million times. Her tears were leaking onto his shirt as he asked his questions and she shuddered, her arms going around his waist and holding him close.
She moaned when he told her he loved her, just like that and cried harder. The arms encircling him tightened. She wasn't right until a few minutes later, and by that time she'd managed to get on his lap and curl up a little. When her breathing had evened somewhat she let out a hoarce laugh, "You're such a girl." she muttered. "Honestly. Who should we tell?" She mimiced teasingly, "And that name is a secret, by the way. You can say it but only in private."
Another deep breath. "And I love you too. " Because it felt like she had to say it, even though she'd said it irst. Because he'd said it to her. And it was even more true now. "It's okay. You can be the girl. I'll be the man in this relationship." Her eyes were getting droopy but she held on to Loki nevertheless, breathing him in.
[gawd I almost typed 'dax' on that last one XD]
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Apr 6, 2008 1:39:58 GMT -5
Post by ßlue on Apr 6, 2008 1:39:58 GMT -5
Loki smiled, letting her cry and holding her close, feeling his heart reach out for her. He felt so sad when she cried! It scared him that she cried, but he just cooed to her, letting her curl up on his lap as he sat on the bed with her, leaning against the headboard. He wondered if they could sleep in the same bed without her waking up and freaking out on him. He wanted to be with her all night, just holding her. He didn't want to do anything more with her till she came onto him. Mostly because it seemed she thought he only wanted in her pants, so he'd pretend holding her and kissing her was enough till she got serious and started taking off his clothes. Heh. He looked down at her as she started talking. Ha! He was the girl? He smiled, looking like his old self. Really now? He lifted his chin, turning his face and raising an eyebrow in what was a handsome pose.
"Thats fine, you be the man, and I'll sit around all day looking pretty. Good plan, I never liked work..."
He smiled, kissing the top of her head as he watched her eyes droop some. Was she tired? When was the last time she slept? He remembered the shield he'd put around the room so no one could hear them. He grinned, whispering into her hair.
"And I love Parsley. I love you Grench. Heh, it makes my heart do a little airy fluttery thing when I say it..."
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