Rub a Dub Dub

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<sub>Since he’d left she hadn’t known what to do. She didn’t want to scare Sophie by crying on her, but she couldn’t seem to stop crying. She sniffled, mind replaying his words and him walking away from her, out the door. Her breathing sped up again till she was panting, whimpering in the small white space she was in. The lights were off and the small room was dark. She hadn’t said anything to Sophia because she knew she would know something was wrong. Necro lie with tears in her eyes in the darkness, wondering what she did wrong and how she would face the world without him. She couldn’t. She just couldn’t do it! But she couldn’t just die, what would happen to Sophie? She couldn’t have the horrible abandoned life that Necro had, but then Necro couldn’t get crazy either because Sophie needed her. Thank God she still had Sophie. Her eyes brimmed with more tears and she whimpered again, curling up into a little ball in the cold hard porcelain of the bathtub. Yes, she had locked herself in the bathroom.

Her eyes reflected in the darkness, the small window they had in here covered with a thick curtain. She sniffled, a sudden knocking at the door making her howl with tears and pain. Sophie was outside. She had been knocking on the door on and off since this morning when she discovered her mother’s where-a-bouts. She wouldn’t come out, she wouldn’t say anything, all Sophia could tear was her mother crying whenever she knocked or interrupted her and sometimes she heard the tears just through the door. Sophie had sat a good while outside the bathroom door, worrying and feeling tears come to her own eyes. She couldn’t stand seeing or even hearing her mother cry. She was so strong. Sophia wiped away tears, going down the stairs and wondering what to do. WHAT WOULD SHE DO?!?!? Her mother let out another heart wrenching howl of pain and sobbing. Dammit! Fear and Panic spread through Sophie’s chest as she ran in horror down the last of the steps, throwing herself on the couch with tears swimming in her eyes.</sub>

((wow, this was short >_< well, i didn't know what to write for a woman crying in a tub ^_^`))

["Parker!"]

[awwww i liked the closet idea!! haha oh well this is just as weird. xDD]

The house looked abandoned. Besides the two car's in the driveway... it looked cold, empty.... unused. Valerius crinkled his nose in a unpleasnt way. He was downtrotten from the station. He'd gotten an apology from the sargent after saying they should have kept the little girl in another room and not out so open. But Valerius didn't mind, much. Alteast it wasn't a secret anymore. But now he had to go home. He had this urge to go home. It was like a terrible itch that you couldn't scratch.

Valerius was wearing his normal clothes now- changing at the station. As much as he loved Silvia-- in a friend way-- he wouldn't be seen wearing..that. Anyways. Home. Valerius looked up to the home, and walked up the steps turning the knob-- but it was locked. D.amnit. He shoved his hands in his pockets giving an agrivated sigh. He bend down by the ground, picking up the welcome mat to get the spare key. He ulocked the door gently pushing open the door and closeing it.

Everything was exactly like it was before. Valerius closed the door, taking the key and putting it away before he looked back to the inside of his house. He eye'd it cooly, not hearing much.

"Hello?"

He called aloud, his face hardening as he could have sworn he heard sniffles. Yeah...that was deffinatly...

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<sub>Sophia worried on, hearing the wailing going silent and unable to stop tears from trickling down her cheeks. What could have upset her mother so? Her mother, who was so strong and wouldn't cry no matter what, all of a sudden was in tears, howling and wailing away in the bathroom. It was locked and Sophie wasn't sure, but the closer she got to the door her mother was behind she felt waves of pain. It was radiating from her, she was sure, it wasn't just her imagination. Mommy had made her feel like this once before, not the same emotion, but she had radiated her love or happiness at Sophie to cheer her up sometimes. She was only twelve, what was she supposed to do? She felt so... helpless. She heard the lock in the door turn and she snapped to attention, fearing burglars in her mother's hysteric state. A familiar safe voice ran to her ears and she flew off the couch, tears in her eyes as she flung herself around the corner and at her dad. He would make everything better! He would make it better again, he would calm down mommy.

"Dad! Ohmigawd, Where have you been?!?!? Mom locked herself in the bathroom and I dont know why and she wont talk to me and I think she's hurt, she keeps crying and yelling and stuff and I dont know what to do! Daddy!! I'm scared..."

She rested her head against her father in relief, weary from listening to wails and moans all morning. Her arms clung to him, she felt faint for a moment before looking up at him as if he was her savior. Daddy would fix everything...

Necro sniffled, rocking her head back and forth in the tub, drunk on misery and wondering what would happen to her. She would have to pull herself together eventually. For Sophie's sake. She sniffled, whimpering again and rolling onto her side, curling up in a ball against the cold hardness of the tub. Her mind worked slowly, tears still crawling down the tip of her nose to flung themselves to the tub her cheek rested on. She sniffed, the ghost of a familiar voice coming to her ears. She wasn't sure it was really there and she let out another wail as fresh sobs choked her, her thin tiny body shaking as she covered her ears with her hands and curled up tighter, sobs and wailing muffled by the door.

Sophie turned, looking up the stairs as she heard her mother howling again. Fresh tears sprang up and she turned to look up at Valerius. She tugged his hand towards the stairs.

"Daddyyyy.... She's hurting..."

Sophia felt it, not only because she was Necro's daughter, but the howls were almost unbearable. She tugged her father towards the stairs, begging him with her eyes to do something.</sub>

["Parker!"]

Valerius finally came in tune with the howling and wailing. It seemed muffled and he jerked his head back, looking up the stairs. What the-?!!? He jumped slightly hearing a little frantic voice come from the living room. He relaxed and saw Sophie. Her little eyes were red and puffy from crying, but she was still beautiful. He hugged her head slightly-- seeing that it only came up to around his stomach. He patted her head gently, glad to know she was safe. But he did listen to what she said. Mommy in the..bathroom..? Locked? He wondered what... Necro...locking herself in the bathroom? The image couldn't come in his head. Her crying and yelling. He blinked standing close to his daughter looking up the stairs. He could hear Necro wailing with obvious greif. Jesus... He looked down to Sophie carefully,

"Baby you just stay put. I'll get mommy out of the bathroom."

He leaned down kissing her on the forhead before he detached from her and made his way up the stairs. His face turned slightly concerned and hard. She was really taking this one hard. He felt a small pain of agony rush at him. D.amn this was all his fault. He walked closer to the bathroom, listening. Yup. Deffinatly...

"Necro."

He called softly, but seeing that it wasn't enough to match the wails that came from inside where she was. He tried to open the door-- but Sophie wasn't lieing. The door was locked. He hesitated, then pulled up his sleves. He stepped back looking darkly at the door then slamming into it. Of course he could knock it down by himself- but he used a little assistance. His dark energy was most of his strength easily snapping the lock into peices as the door swung open with a sharp crack. Valerius gave a husky cough, an arm coming and brushing off his shoulder. The large man stepped into the bathroom cautiously. He looked over his shoulder to see... The tub. Where...where was Necro?!

He heard a sniffle from the tub and he took a few steps foward, looking over the tub only to see...

...Necro. He stared at her almost horrified. She was huddled in the tub, shaking slightly. Tears stained her face, her hair strung around. She looked liked a hurricane just passed. He stared at her slightly blank. Was she like this...because of him? This wasn't the Necro he knew... Necro was so strong..she would have never seemed so...so weak without him... He blinked his body relaxing...his eyes turning sad and soft.

"Necro..."

He breathed out carefully, kneeling down gently beside the tub.

[rawwrrr. *socute*]

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<sub>Sophie looked up at her father as he told her to stay here. She tried for a smile, nodding and looking up the stairs before darting off into the living room again to sit on the couch. She pulled an Ipod out of her pockets to block out anything more she heard. She didn't want to hear anything anymore, the pain coming from her mother frightening her. She took a deep breath, trying to relax. Daddy would make everything better. Every time.

Necro heard footsteps coming up the stairs and she sobbed, shaking her head and letting her hair fall over her face. Her lips were puffy as well as her eyes, the clear sparklingly pink rimmed green eyes gleaming dully in the dark. Her mind was numb. She didn't wnat to handle this. She wanted to get away, she wanted an end. BUT SHE COULD NOT LEAVE SOPHIA!!! She heard a voice outside but she was moaning again, tossing in the tub and trying to block it out with another wail and sobs, squeezing her eyes shut as more tears slipped form her lashes. There was a crash and she yelped before going quiet, shivering and covering her ears, eyes closed as she cried. She whimpered and again she heard something, feeling a presence next to her tub. She looked up through teary eyes. She knew who it was even though his image was blurred by salty despair. She shook her head a moment, trying to sit up a little in disbelief. He... He was back?

No... why would he come back? She'd hurt him. It hadn't been true, but she had hurt him and Necro didn't want to hurt anyone, especially him... She couldn't manage sitting up. She'd been in the tub since after he left. She had abandoned the wide open spaces of the living room and preferred a dark close space. She wanted something that felt safe, but nothing felt safe without him. Her heart floated and ached at the same time. She struggled again to get up, her joints and muscles stiff from cold hard surfaces and lack of movement. She managed to sit her back up as she seemed to cower in the corner of the tub away from him. She sniffled again and then she couldn't help more bouts of tears traveling down her cheeks in fresh exploration, her dark eyelashes clumping together. She put both her palms to her eyes, bottom lip quivering horribly as she tried with all her might to not cry again, but squeals and whimpers shook her as she shook her head, not believing he was back and feeling the ripping bloody sensation in her heart. Such pain. Like when her parents had killed themselves to get away from her. Her mouth opened, jabbering on in wails and hysterics.

"Noooooo!!!!! If!!! If youwanttoget away from me thenyoucango, I wont stopyoujust PLEEEEEASE!!! I... can't loose you.... Nooo... Noooooooo...."

She squeaked on, mumbling no no no as she finished in her mind, the thoughts drifting to him so he could hear what she could say aloud.

I dont want you to kill yourself to get away from me.... like they did... don't die... please... God... I love you... Nooooo... dont.... nooooo...

Her mind was replaying blood across walls, alone, feeling of emptyness as she refused to see Valerius standing there. She had hurt him too much. How could he really be there? She was going through fits of insanity that was all, but she had to wake up. SHE HAD TO!! She couldn't just leave Sophie...</sub>

["Parker!"]

Valerius watched her carefully as she moved slowly. She was terrified- and maybe barging in had been a little excessive, but he doubted now in this state she would ever open the door. He kneeled beside the tub, watching her. She was in disbelief at first, her hands shaking putting them up to her face. Jesus Necro. She was really being this was because..he left...for a night? Yeah sure, he had been a little beaten up..but she just looked wrecked. He watched her sit up smally, finnaly bursting out with words. His eyes stricken with horror.. how... why would he ever...want... His eyes widened slightly. She...thought he was leaving..forever. He couldn't think of it. That..that was impossible. He'd just left in a fury, he wasn't thinking...he just needed a little bit to relax. He heard her thoughts drift into his head, but his dark, pain swimming eyes looked into her's. Don't...die...

"Oh my god... Necro..."

He whispered his eyes looking deep into hers. This..was all his fault. He shouldn't have left. He had a family that depended on him-- and he depened on them too! He leaned fowar, a strong but gentle hand coming and touching her's. Valerius felt even worse. He hestitated then leaned over touching her sides for just a momment before he picked her up into his arms- she was light as ever.

He carried her against him, her legs splitting at his waist but more in a loving way than anything else. His arms wrapped around her waist and he still had to look down at her a little.

"I'm not leaving you... either of you."

It horrified him at the thought of leaving these two. Where would he go? He'd have no purpose in life. Everything would be so messed up. He leaned in softly as if asking for a kiss. Please...please Necro...wake up from this.. whatever this is...it isn't you...I don't want to lose you He confessed mentally his black pupils pleading.

[*lifts up by val* weeee! :3]

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((XD awwww, I dunno what she’ll do!!! Oh and I was gonna do the closet thing but my friend (who is a big Necro/Val/Mark/Sophie fan) was like “it should be in the bathroom!!!” and I was like “well she’d have to be somewhere small and dark so she’ll be crying in the tub!!” ^_^))

<sub>Necro felt him touch her hand lightly and she couldn’t help but press against the feel lightly. She whimpered, hands lowering as he picked her up, letting her rets against him. She could feel her heart ache with each beat and she could hear his own beat in sympathetic rhythme to her own. No, she didn’t want him to feel bad for her. She could understand. If he thought she was still in love with Mark he was wrong, but if he wanted to leave she couldn’t stop him. She wouldn’t tie him down. She loved him. She loved Valerius with her entire being. She loved him more than the light of day. If the sun never rose again she wouldn’t care if she had him. He was her daylight and without him she was left in the dark, full of shadows and ugly things and misery, pain, hurt, despair.

Her eyes turned up to his, still glistening with tears, the clearest crystalline green outlined in pink and clotted black lashes. Her cheeks were damp and ruddy from crying for so long. She had a headache. He told her. He said her name with such care, as if afraid of crushing her with a breath. He wouldn’t leave her. Her or Sophie. She sniffled, feeling fresh tears well into her eyes and throw themselves like a summer storm down her face, hot and wet. Her arms found strength to throw themselves around his neck as she ignored his lips and dug her face into his chest. She bawled, her mind getting out the words to him that she couldn’t speak right now.

I was so afraid!!!! I’m sorry! I’ll never even speak to anyone else ever again if you don’t want me to! I swear! I am not in love with Mark~! He’s banned! BANNISHED!!! But God, please don’t leave me… I was… so… scared… I don’t know how I’d go on without you Val…. Val…

Her mind gave a groan to match her sobbing as she fretted, unable to think of what she would have done if he’d stayed gone. His shirt was damp with her tears as she cried. Sophie turning up the volume on her music till she could only hear the beat, but she felt her mother’s pained relief, the cool sudden ache dulling away and immense joy filling her. She smiled peacefully, closing her eyes and enjoying the sensation…</sub>

["Parker!"]

[yay for fans!! xDD]

Valerius was always this careful with Necro. Even though she was a strong spirit, he always felt like with one uncareful touch he could break her oh so easily. Now he was even so carefully because he basically broke her spirit. But she was recovering already. He felt terrible blaming himself for the way she was now. Mark had left her in a more excessive way...and he felt like he did the same thing. Even if it was for a night- he felt like he betrayed her. She smothered into him, her face pressing into his chest as she was litterally wanting comfort. He held her closely, his hands grabbing her not letting her out of his grasp, not for a second.

He listened to her mentally as she sobbed outwardly. It would be pretty hard to understand her with all that crying... But he let her cry. He let her weep those tears that she had for him, and he felt worse and worse by the momment. She had been so scared without him. She might not have been so scared when Mark left- but it was because he was there to support her. Who did she have for support. Nobody except for a little girl who only wanted to know who was her real father. No way would Necro ever put Sophie in a position like that.

He let his head bow, his cheek against the side of her head gently. He breathed in the sweet sweet air of her sent. The sent that always caught him off guard and remember how lucky he was to have her. How...how could he have even thought about letting that sent go? She screamed about banishing Mark and he hesitated. He figured a little while ago that she never loved Mark after he left back in highschool. He was just jumping to conclusions-- finding something that could explain what was going on. Of course it was false. His fault again. He turned his head kissing her sweet neck very softly, whispering softly in her mind as she cried. 'No, we won't blame Mark for this one. This was my fault... I won't ever..ever leave again, I promise... Just..just give me another chance to make everything better...' He half pleaded pulling her close to him. He always said he'd make everything better- he tried to hard to make everything right. And he'd just skrewed up. He shuddered gently, feeling the gap in him being returned. He wanted to make everything better. He had to.

[:333 <3]

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<sub>Necro felt the shivers running through her, her body trembling and feeling weak. She couldn't stop the tears but as he kissed her neck her head dipped to the side to let him brush his lips across her soft skin. She loved the feel of it, she loved the feel of him, she loved him. Every fiber of her being did. She hated herself for ever allowing a doubt into his mind that she could possibly love anyone else. She nuzzled his collar bone, laying a soft tender kiss along it as her crying stopped, hiccuping lightly and letting silent tears fall as she clung to him. Her mind mumbled to him, accepting what he thought and feeling relief in it, hope.

I'll give you all the chances in the world. You're the only one I want, Val... i love you so much...I do... I do I do I do... How could you ever think I didn't? I do! I love you, love you love you love you love you... With all my heart...Can't you feel it?

She looked up at him, looking helpless but her heart bursting with the feeling she had. The excited joy that he was back. She let it roll off her in waves, closing her eyes slowly and letting the feeling envelope them. It was a sweet tender feeling. It always was, but a joyful full of energy feeling. She loved him, she let her heart swell, the tattoos on her arms shimmering as she intensified it for him. The light flickered away and she opened her eyes, looking up at him with all the trust and love of a puppy looking at their master. Her heart was only his. Always his...

She pulled herself up, hesitating before brushing his lips with hers, enjoying the feel, that small spark that still sizzled up her spine whenever he touched her. She reveled in it.</sub>

[raihnstar]

((..awwwww <33))

["Parker!"]

[you listen to this when you read this and you'll cry. don't watch the video it's just the album cover. xDDDD but i love the song: youtube.com/watch?v=kAWWXGb2rGM&feature=related

It seemed like forever that he could touch her. Her soft flawless skin that seemed to glow against his shadows. She moved her head gentle to the side as she let him nip at her neck gently. Just to press his lips against her beautiful skin... He felt a peck on his collar bone and he shuddered with a irresistable pleasure. She repeated her words gently as if she was packing it into his mind. He felt so foolish for even letting those stupid thoughts come into his mind. But could he feel it. He closed his eyes feeling her intensity come against him. It was a strong pressure, her feelings expressed in a force. He bowed his head against her shoulder his breath held gently. He felt so stupid. But he felt so complete now. She loved him more than anything besides her own daughter. He let those stupid thoughts cloud his thoughts. His rage had become his weakness as it blocked him from his love. He felt the feeling intensify as he looked to see her tattoos shimmering. They only shimmered when she let a true feeling such a rage..or..or love come out. He exhaled gently, his eyes closeing, his face shadowned in shame. He whispered to her mentally, his voice slightly broken huskily, 'I'm sorry...so...sorry...' As she shifted he looked down to see her big beautiful eyes look up at his face. The face of an angel looking up at him. She leaned up and kissed him softly, and he followed though. He felt his legs grow weak with such affection as if he was being swept off his own feet. He carried her gently out the door, going into the bedroom, keeping the kiss gentle but passionate. He loved her so much, every second of the day and night...but this passion that was so suddenly released from her made him fall head over heals for her again. His thoughts lingered back to the first time they met in Mark's little dorm where he had her sitting on him and he was so dark back then. He figured that Mark would ditch this one (which he did) but he never expected to find himself falling for such a girl. The more time Mark spent with her the more he wanted to know this girl himself. Although he had never loved before and he was half worried that Mark would pick on him for it. Sure he could always beat the living daylights out of Mark, but to have a sence of love for another being had just never happened to him before. He grew attatched to her. She had basically tamed the dark within him, making him inwardly soft and affectionate in ways he would have never believed he could do. His lips pressed delicately against her's gently as if he pressed to hard she'd crumble to nothing. He nudged the door closed behind them as he carried her in. The bed was made, she obviously hadn't slept in it without him. He sat on the courner of the bed, brining her legs up, letting her sit on him. She was very light, small still. She had of course grew and filled in her curves and whatnot. Though to him she was still that tiny little girl, he being two times her size. He just needed a little more time to feel her, to realize what he had almost stepped out on. His hands ran tenderly along her side. He touched her hesitantly, strong but gentle fingers and palms caressing her sides. His was touch so light and innocent as if he was touching her for the first time. He controled himself to ravage her, to take her body and to whatever he pleased. He always felt this around Necro, but he loved her too much to let that happen to her- to let what was left of his inner sin to gain control. He exhaled almost shakily, taking in her presence that overwhelmed him. He almost Necro go. He almost left his baby. Both his little girls. He needed this time. Just time..to soak in the momment of her presence. Just all the time in the world to keep this angel in his arms.

[rawr ^^ *prod prod*--*gasp!* buaha rofl! short but spicey xDD]

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<sub>Necro let him kiss her back as he picked her up and carried her away. She didn't care. She was so happy he was back. He wouldn't leave her and Sophie like that. But he had been so angry! And she had thought he wasn't going to come back. She shuddered at the thought and felt him sit down. She kissed him again, seemingly trying to force every ounce of love and passion into the kiss, as if bringing him proof that she loved him. He was her heart. If he left, she had no heart. Her eyes closed, a few more tears slipping silently down her face as she hiccuped again and a sudden laugh escaped her. She pulled away, smiling at him with tears in her eyes. Overwhelming joy was what was tickling her now. She felt it fill her, gaining pressure in her, her headache diminishing slightly before coming back again in full force. She felt sleepyness hit her, and it hit her hard. She hadn't slept since yesterday night. She was so weary. Her eyelids drooped and she felt herself melt against his chest, her head resting lightly on his shoulder.

"I'm so glad... you're back... I love you... so... much... so... tired..."

Her eyes were slowly getting foggy with exhaustion. She wanted to stay awake, feel his hands on her, drown in the sensation of his lips moving over her own but... Sleep took her and she was out, resting in his arms, eyes closed and head slipping slowly down to rest in the bend of his neck. God she had been so tired. She just didn't feel it till now...</sub>

((>w< awww how cute...))

["Parker!"]

Valerius felt her slip gently from the kiss, she rested on his shoulder and he gave a satisfied smile. Yeah, she better be tired. She stayed up the whole night, crying over the stupid demon that left her in the first place-- him. He heard her weary words wash over him that she was glad that he was back. He snuggled his head over her shoulder, feeling her as she pressed against him warily. And after a few momments she was breathing lightly...he could tell she had drifted off to sleep. He took the momment just to relax feeling her sleeping body safe with him. Though he stood up gently, carrying her with one arm on his side as he bent down pulling the covers off the bed and laying her down. He placed the covers over her, tucking her in before he knelt down gently letting his fingers caress her hair once before he planted a little kiss on her head.

"I love you."

He whispered aloud very, very gently. He raised as he started to walk out the door, giving one last glance to her. He went back down stairs giving Sophie a big hug with a big kiss before telling her that he was going to go out for a little bit. Of course he said he'd be back. He had to stick to his promise. He had to make everything better.

[muahahah!! end of thread!]