i need to vent =(

[Melodia]

im gonna SO stuck up because of this, but...AHH i'm like tearing my hair out. soo we bought the freaking Team Jonas membership for $35, right, to get presale tickets! and when we bought it my mom was all like, "yeah that's good because now we can get tickets before other people." and then last night i asked her if we were getting the tickets and she was like, "no, you've already been to two concerts you don't need to go to a third." & i started to explain to her it's their new tour for 2008 and my dad made me be quiet because madre was in a bad mood.

& so today my sister and i mournfully watched the clock tick to 10 am and then convinced outselves that all presale tickets are crappy seats anyways, and i log onto the JoBros myspace and all these girls are like "FOURTH ROW! omg THIRD ROW seats yeahh i love team JONAS!!!" and im like...wtf. that is so unfair.


thank you for letting me be snobby and materialistic and reading a bunch of stupid venting about the jonas brothers. =)

but i mean, my moms really awesome and cool its just...not about this time, apparently. cause we're gonna go see Rooney later this year and all and i guess this was just pushing our luck. =(

["Parker!"]

aww noo thats crap, mel.
im sorreh that stinks >_<
why don't you try to save up money or something i dunno maybe pay for half of it or something...

[ßlue]

Awww, poor Mel, its okay, and because you vented I'll tell you guys something form me:

My wisdom teeth? RETARDED! They are growing in like f*g**ts and the whole left side of my mouth hurts, it's like they keep pushing in line or are just plain kicking the crap out of my teeth. Lil bastards... So I went to the dentist today and for some reason I thought they'd take a look and be like 'okay, go here they will gas you and take out teh bitch teeth' so I got a paper saying go wherever and mom called and I find out I have to wait till april 10 JUST SO THEY CAN HAVE A LOOK! Then I have to make a new appointment to get them taken out...

It hurts when I smile, when I chew, when I do anthing, when I talk. I cant open my mouth too wide, I can hardly eat o`_o and I like food... I do...well FUCK...

*think think think*

Y'know what? THIS IS AWESOME! IN A BITCHING PISSING ME OFF WAY BUT YEAH!!! Prom is coming up and I have to loose weight for a dress I have and would like to wear... and if I cannot eat... weight goes down... me maybe fit in dress ^`_^ I f**k**g hate my logic...but okay!

["Parker!"]

NUUUU. dont just stop eating thats stupid and you could really hurt yourself
not to be all 'i know everything' but its really not a good idea =/
just slim down your portions or how much you eat -- like moderation.
=D drink lots of water too. hehe and working out (although thats a bitch) =D

[Melodia]

yeah haha blue don't quit eating. doesn't solve anything just makes you sicker. give up soda & then excersize! whoo hoo =D

soo....since we're all letting out our feelings (hahaha) i feel like i should tell you guys something about the site. i'm sort of...losing interest in rping. blue & parker are really the only two people who rp anymore (unless raihn's been posting?) and i feel like...i don't need to be here...? i've been debating on just giving all you guys full admin power and go back to writing my own short stories & whatever i do to pass the time. =/ it just seems as though, i dunno...whenever i start my threads they die fast and everything. probably because i don't create enough drama/whatever with my characters lives, but, yeah.

thoughts? =/

i'd like to stay in touch with you guys if i do leave, though. myspace anyone? xD

["Parker!"]

ack. thats sad to hear, melodia. but we both know i really can't make you stay nor can anyone else. i suppose i've been thinking abou that too, i mean hey, we all have to grow up sometime, right? i sure as heck wont hold a grudge if you leave or anything, sure it'll be sad but you have your life to live. =D tehe, and rather if anything i use facebook... eeh myspace is ehh for me... >__>

[ßlue]

Yeah, I was hoping to go somewherw ith Fenton, even if it was only with like Annie and stuff XD ^_^` But I'd really like to still talk to you guys iff someone leaves, y'know? like CRYO who has not been on in AGES and for all we know has finally died on a vehicular sort of incident using any number of tires from 2 to 16 *shrug* I really hope not, but yeah...

myspace.com/tartromantic ^_^ I am '☼.R.a.w.r. .K.i.t.t.e.n.☼' and it has a picture up and I hate private profiles so mine is public ^_^ FRIEND ME BISHES

[ßlue]

oh and I dont think I could stop eating if I wanted to, my mouth hurts and I still managed to eat a peice of dark chocolate 3/4 of a slice of chocolate cake and... what did I have for dinner again? Oh yeah, a bean rice cheese and sour cream burrito...

._. I love food. Really. So I may try to drink more water, but I don't know how to slim down my portion sizes since it seems liek I barely get enough at school and if I dont eat breakfast I am STARVING by lunch and then I'm at school for 5 hours without eating so I'm STARVING when I get home again and then I get home, eat something, and then usually snack or eat something again later ._. My exercise is walking up and down stairs at school thank you =_=

I use to run with mom but we stopped because I had the play and I didn't know dancing was so hard n shit and mom blames me now for her being fat... I'm like "=_= w/e mom..." she told me to do some sit ups in the morning and sit ups at night and I'm like "o`_O like i really have the will power to make myself do that >XD haw haw haw hawwww..."

["Parker!"]

awww blue =D
i'd run with you... but considering that we're on diffrent sides of the country..
>_>... that'd be pretty hard.
xD heh anyways if your having trouble keeping your portions down just eat something thats healthy like..hmm... popcorn! not the theater kind but butterles popcorn is healthy =D as well as fruits like apples and stuff. =DD


btw you gay people use myspace >_>

[Melodia]

nah i just got a facebook yesterday =)

[ßlue]

MYSPACE FRIEND ME BIATCH! >D

[Melodia]

i did =]